Anyways, head on over to my main blog for now. I might revisit this blog in the future when I’m heavily talking about my diabetes. I always have the possibility of getting back on dialysis as well. We don’t need that to happen, but it’s good to know that this outlet is here waiting for me.

So long, farewell, adieu…

I’ve been taking the morphine for just about 2 weeks now, and so far, it’s not bad. We’ll see how things go. Hopefully I’m not entirely a zonked out person. :D

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I’ve also been experiencing a lot more pain from the neuropathy. I mean a lot more pain. They’re pretty much in my hands as well as my feet, and there are some days where it’s just take your breath away unbearable. My shoulder has been really killing me lately from tendonitis in the bicep and rotator cuff. Or something like that. Just another one of those things to chalk up on the board. If my medical record was transcribed onto paper, I swear it would probably be about 6 inches thick. Don’t laugh, I’ve seen medical records that thick. I did work in a hospital when we didn’t have computer medical records, you know.

What will tomorrow bring? Good weather I hope.

To start off, I have one of the most common for diabetics, peripheral neuropathy. Basically, I have issues with my nerves in my feet and hands. These damaged nerves in turn cause serious pain. It’s sort of like your foot falling asleep, and the tingling sensation you experience afterwards. Except for me, it’s all the time. On top of that, I get stabbing pains occasionally in the extremities. Well stabbing might not be accurate. It’s more like sharp pains. Like someone is sticking a needle repeatedly into my feet or legs or wherever.

I’m also experiencing numbness in the bottom of my feet. That just means the nerves have died at the most extreme tips. That’s the reason of course for me to walk with a cane because of imbalance. But the imbalance isn’t entirely because of the numbness. But that’s another story.

Next, I also have autonomic neuropathy. This means a various amount of things. Basically in myself, the brain gets confused a lot. How this happens in me is my sweating. When I eat food, I sweat. Yes, it gets to be a crazy thing. It could be 20 below while I’m eating, but I’ll start to sweat while I’m munching on my favorite grub. It can get pretty tiresome after a while.

I also have the same types of pain I have in my extremities in my stomach and chest areas. Basically the entire trunk of my body. Obviously this doesn’t really fall into the peripheral neuropathy since it’s not peripheral. But hey, it’s still the same. Basically for me, at times it just feels like I’m rolling a vat of needles. The movie Saw comes to mind.

I think I’ve touched on the major things I have due to neuropathy. I’m sure there are more that I never thought were because of neuropathy.

For those of you who are experiencing neuropathy I’d love to hear about your experiences and pains. Perhaps we could compare notes and get some home remedies from each other. Of which I don’t really have any. I’m just loaded up on Gabapentin (Neurontin).

What’s been going on? Well since I last posted, I’ve steadied out on my gabapentin. It seems that the medication has had enough side effects on me to cause some weird issues. Remember I was talking about my balance and the right side of my body? It’s suspected that the gabapentin is affecting that. Basically, what we’re talking about is that it prevents my brain from doing stuff. Therefore the weird things such as my right side of my body acting slow, the imbalance I feel, and so on. I understand it could be a cause of my headaches as well, but I don’t really see how. But hey, I’m not the doctor.

Other than that, because of the imbalance and numbing of my feet from neuropathy, I have to walk with a cane when I leave the house. Only when I leave the house because outside the pavement and ground isn’t always level, and I don’t really have much of a hold on anything out there. Pretty sucky. But my dad got me a cane, and it’s very cool, as you can see from the image to the left.

My neuropathic pain has steadied out to be painful only some of the time, and when I say that, I mean I only get the sharp pains every ten to fifteen minutes. At night, it’s still bad, and I have to get distracted by music in order to get to sleep. I’m sure there are others that must have this extreme neuropathy like me, and I’d love to hear from you. We could compare notes.

The quest to grow my hair for Locks of Love is still continuing. I don’t think it’s quite 10″ braided yet, but it’s getting close. I’m very anxious to get my hair cut back to it’s shortness.

Other than that, recently I got X-rays of right shoulder and right hip to see if there were any physical issues going on with them, since I have pain in my major joints, especially the right side all the time. However, they didn’t find anything at all, so I’ll probably end up getting a shot of steroids in my shoulder so I can heal that with Physical Therapy. Who knows what they’ll do for my hip.

The biggest concerns right now is my sugars. They’ve been running higher than normal, and I haven’t been doing anything different. I’ve gotta get together with my doctor and see what is going on with that. We shall see.

Other than that, we’re coming up on year one of the kidney transplant. It’s quite amazing. Life after transplant has been a bit different. But I’m getting used to it. Sort of.

1. So I’ve started to increase my dosage of Gabapentin (aka Neurontin) as per the neurologist. My neuropathy is just getting worse every day it seems.
2. I’ve been considering to just go ahead and keep growing my hair to donate to Locks of Love.
3. I went to get a bunch of lab tests done, and my A1C was at an all time low I believe. (this is good)
4. Lately, I’ve been having issues with the right side of my body. I keep thinking it’s residual from my stroke, but it can’t be.

Well, here’s where I explain more of each bullet. You clicked on the link, so you asked for it!

1. So I’ve been on a regular regime of 300mg 3 times a day for a long time now. It doesn’t do much, but at least it did control some of the neuropathy. The Neurologist has recommended I increase the dosage 100mg every 3 days until I don’t feel any pain from the neuropathy. It can get pretty harsh. Right now, my feet are at the point where they’re getting numb. It continually gets harder to walk each day, and I think it’ll get to the point (now I think), where I’ll need to walk with a cane, only so I don’t fall. I’m already visually checking all my limbs and body for any issues. Being diabetic does that to you. Here are some neuropathic anomalies I’m going through right now:

• Numbness/pain in my feet, hands and various areas of my body, including my chest. The pain feels like needles.
• When I eat, no matter what I eat, I sweat. It’s very horrible.
• I don’t think I feel the symptoms of hypoglycemia (low blood sugar) anymore.

Yeah I think the pain is the worst actually. It can happen at any time, and it’s pretty random for me. I just get either really sharp pains like a thousand needles poking into me. Also my feet get hot, but they’re really not. It’s the neuropathy tricking my brain into thinking that it’s hot. Totally crazy.

2. So my hair’s almost past the point of annoying hair, and I’m thinking about just going ahead and growing it out so I can donate to Locks of Love. But I’m thinking I might not be patient enough to wait for it to grow out to 10″ long. That’s just a long time. We’ll see how it goes.

3. My last A1C, if you’re keeping track like me, was 6.4. Now that number might not mean much to you. Anything higher than 6.0 is considered high. If the score is higher than 6.5 twice in a row, then you may be diabetic. My goal (or any diabetic’s goal) is to be lower than 7. I think I’ve accomplished this. So give a hand for me! This is a really good thing. It means I must be doing something right.

4. I went to the doctor last week for problems with my shoulder. My right shoulder has been having some serious joint pain. I’m also having issues with my wrist, hands, ankle, knee, and hip. That’s pretty much all the joints on the right side of my body except the elbow. I’ve got no issues with that. His solution was to either give me a shot in my shoulder, which would alleviate the pain and allow me to do some physical therapy. The other was to go see a Rheumatologist and see if they have any suggestions. I told him I’d like to try some acupuncture, as it may also help with my back and neck pain I have. I get enough needles as it is.

So that’s it in a nutshell. How’s it going in your life?

Because my left arm has a fistula, they can’t do anything with it. They cannot put an IV in that arm or draw blood or anything. The left arm is untouchable. Therefore, they had to attack my right arm for labs and IV’s. You should have seen it, it was totally black and blue. I was in the hospital for four days, so that’s at least four sticks for lab tests, and one time, the IV team tried to insert a new IV and failed three times. I was severely dehydrated so it was very hard to get any needles in me. They also had to do an arterial blood gas, so that was pretty painful.

If you’re wondering, I had two things wrong with me to land in the hospital. I had Pancreatitis and Diabetic Ketoacidosis (DKA). Tons of fun! NOT.

At first, I was in moderate pain. I told Meesh to come home, I totally needed her and she came home. On her way home, the pain escalated to the point of agony. I was having a hard time even breathing. So I had Meesh call 911, and an ambulance was dispatched. I was going to have her take me to Urgent Care, but there was no way I could wait. The pain was on the verge of 10 out of 10. I mean this was the worst pain I’ve ever felt. I thought I was going to die, that’s how painful it was.

The EMT’s took good care of me and my blood sugar was 400+. I don’t remember what it was exactly, but it was 400 something. So for the first time in my life, I took a ride in an ambulance as a patient. (I’ve drove and ridden in ambulances many times as an EMT myself.)

I started to feel better. At first, we didn’t know what it was. Throughout the stay in the hospital it was determined (after an x-ray) I had pancreatitis. At first, they were baffled on the cause. They asked me repeatedly if I drank alcohol, since that’s the main factor of pancreatitis. But I haven’t drank a lick of alcohol for years. It’s not really a good thing as a kidney patient and diabetic to really drink. Especially in excess.

But after more labs, they determined the cause of my pancreas being so inflamed was DKA. I really needed to manage my insulin better.

The treatment for this was surprisingly simple. I was on PCA (Patient Controlled Analgesic – Heaven!) and npo or nothing by mouth. (Don’t ask me why po stands for by mouth…I forgot why) So I had ice chips for two days. After those two days, I was able to go on a clear liquid diet, which basically meant broth and jello. I must tell you, I never thought beef broth could taste so good. Sugar free jello was incredible.

I’m doing much better now and not planning on another stay in the hospital. Any more hospital stays from now on will definitely be planned. I hope.

Good news for once is great to hear. On a different note…

We went to visit a nurse practitioner the other day to evaluate insulin pumps. Those are ungodly expensive but worth every penny I’d think. They can cost upwards to 5,000 bucks. That’s extreme though. I think with my insurance I would end up dishing out about 800 to a 1,000 bucks. Still pretty costly and it doesn’t include supplemental supplies like the tubing and the catheters.

I also learned I probably wouldn’t benefit too much from using it since I would have to replace the insulin every other day or so. It’s because I use anywhere from 150 to 200 units a day of insulin. Yes it’s quite a bit. Exercise and better eating will help this.

I’m going to see a nutritionist to see what she can recomend. I already know I need to eat more food that has a low glycemic index. I also know I need to become more active. With the neuropathy and back pains it’s really tough for me but I have to do it.

I think I might pass on the insulin pump only because my case is a bit different. I am very very insulin resistant. And I already spend a fortune on medicine and Medicare. I don’t think I need to add onto that. I should probably talk to my wife about it and come to a final decision. Crazy!